Submitted by ctmattice on Thu, 01/01/2009 - 3:41pm.
New Years Day 2009 and everyone's away either at work or with friends. There is a sense that something is in the air but can't quite place it. There is nothing to do and yet there is this urge, but what?
Well, for one thing writing this entry. It has been on my mind for too long and for what reason? Truth is I found myself saying silly stuff such as:
- Why would anyone want to listen to me, I'm just another person with no credentials, what I have to say would be disregarded
- I prefer being in the background making things happen for others
- It's alright to leave things be for more important issues
- I don't have the time right now
- I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll,...........
Hmmm, sounds like I'm making excuses and I am. Yea, they seem like reasonable thoughts in the past but not right now. And for a change, I stop and listen. To whom I ask and the answer comes back myself, to clarify that, my higher self, my soul, spirit, God, whatever it wants to be called by myself or another.